Re: Me and Yoda c:

[ofmiceandbrynne]

zack.

I glanced up at Nella, and laughed. "Remember the last time we tried a lemonade stand..?" I asked. It had been a hot July afternoon, and we thought it would be supercool if we set up a lemonade stand and tried to get some money. I don't know. We're awesome like that. c; We had almost hit $20 when some fat kid from across the street came and took our money box. AND THE LEMONADE. And if that wasn't enough, he even kicked over the stand. ): I started to chase after him, but then his Mom came out and started yelling at us. So yeah, that wasn't a very fun time. ):

"Hm. Well, maybe there could be a ninja pig. Like a teenage mutant ninja turtle, except he would be a pig. And he'd be reeeeeealllly fat, and his superpower would be jumping on people. He'd be so fat that everybody would die if they got stepped on by him. And even though he seemed like he was super mean, he wouldn't be. He'd be a loving little pig with a wife and kids... that he killed by accident. But his name would be Harvey. And he would give free rides to Nellas and Zacks as long as they were nice." I even drew a picture for Nella to show her what Harvey looked like.



I looked at her. "YEAH! Can we get cake batter?!" I asked, jumping up and down. Cake batter was my favorite, and even though Nella didn't like it, she let me get it aaalll the time. c: Finally, I was pulled out the door. I forgot about the bacon, since Nella was gonna let me get some more. c: "We'll get bacon and icecream! Bacon flavored icecream!" I said, grinning. Not that bacon icecream would be gross or anything. I'll eat anything. As long as it's not gross. I jumped into the passenger side of the car and smiled widely. "ONWAAARD!"

[I-Rawr-You]

Christian

Christian laughed and hugged her back. He looked at Rage, and started laughing again. "Dude, what the fuck happened last night? I don't remember anything." He shook his head and brought a hand up to hold it. He hadn't had a headache like this in forever, and he can see why. He wish it stayed that way. Christian looked down at Storm. God, had she always been this short O_o Christian gave her a noogie, "You're such a shorty, Stormy." He said, picking her up bridal style and walking over to the couch."Ok, Rage, Tell us how retarded we were last night." He said, ready to regret a lot of things.

Looking at Storm, "And why the hell did I wake up alone in your bed? :C" Christian shook his head, "I see how it is."


oMFG. I am sorry this sucks. :C

[ofmiceandbrynne]

storm.

Rage looked at us and grinned. Which, if you knew Rage, was never a good thing.

"Well, it started out with us going to the concert, like you guys know. I think you guys were fine at that point. But there was some chick behind us that was threatening to stab me because we got in front of her or something, so I guess we ended up leaving early. Then we ended up going to some bar down the street because you guys insisted it would be fun." He said, rolling his eyes. Well, I did remember that much. Begging Rage to let us stay out just a little bit longer, because it wouldn't even take long. It was obviously longer than a little bit.

"I wasn't feeling well, so I passed on the drinks. Nothing. Because I knew what normally happened when we did this. So, being the smart person I am," (I laughed, and Rage started laughing too), "I just sat and finished for you guys to be ready to leave. Which took a lot longer than I had wanted. =__= Both of you had already taken half a dozen shots when Storm started to not feel well. So, I decided to leave Christian inside -- not a good choice -- while I went outside with Storm to get some air."

"We'd been standing out there for about 15 minutes when I really didn't feel well. I ran into the bar bathroom and started puking. Once I felt better, I went back outside to check on Storm, and she was taking cigarette after cigarette from some guy I'd never seen. I mean, he didn't seem like he'd want to physically hurt her, but she looked really vulnerable, I guess." He shrugged. "She was giggling as he kept handing her them, and by the time I got over there, she had to have finished almost half of the packet. She was wobbling and was obviously dizzy so I went inside to find Christian so we could leave."

"Holding Storm's hand so she wouldn't fall or get herself lost, I went inside and found Christian dancing with some girls. Like, five or six of them. He was obviously pretty drunk. I push through these girls, who get pretty p.o.'d, but that was obviously not my problem. I grab Christian, who gets mad at me. I pulled you two out of there. You were both pretty much about to pass out, so I put you in the car and drove you home as fast as I could. We got back and I wake you both up. Storm was out cold, so I ended up carrying her in. Christian stumbled up to Storm's room, and I wasn't about to argue with him. Seeing as to Storm was already passed out, I took her downstairs so she could just sleep. And I ended up sleeping down there as well since Zack and Nella were in the living room."

"So that's what happened." Rage said, nodding.

[I-Rawr-You]

Nutella

"Well...can we make a bacon stand? Because ya know....everyone loves bacon<3" Nella scratched her head and looked at Zack, "If we had a bacon stand..do you think we'd eat it all before we got any money?" Nella looked up at Zack, smiling. She already knew the answer. The bacon wouldn't even make it out the front door. It would be gone. "How about a mountain dew stand? It looks like lemonade..kinda. What if we give it to people say it's lemonade and when they drink it they'll be all like 'da faq'." "Hey, buttface.....let's get kicked out of the mall today..I've always wanted to get kicked out of the mall..."

"Could he be half turtle, half ninja, and half pig? I think that would be the coolest pet in the whole entire world." Nella scooted over and sat in his lap. "Everyone would be so jealous of Harvey.." Nella looked up at him, laughing, "Would riding Harvey be like riding an elephant or would Harvey be bigger?" Nella's eyes got wide, "ZACK I GOT AN IDEA. WE COULD CHARGE PEOPLE TO RIDE HARVEY. THAT'S HOW WE CAN GET MONEY. CHARGE PEOPLE TO RIDE OUR BBY HARVEY."

Nella rolled her eyes, "Fine.....but we're getting cookie dough too..<3" Nella started the car and popped in her "So Wrong It's Right," All Time Low CD. She kept most of her favorite cds in Zack's car. He drove her around most of the time anyways. "oMFG BABE. THEY SELL BACON ICE-CREAM NOW. CAN WE GET THAT INSTEAD?!"

Stopping the car in a parking spot at the mall, Nella turned off the car and looked at Zack. "Ready, babe?" Nella jumped out of the car and shoved the keys into her pocket. She kept jumping up and down waiting for Zack. "Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up!" Nella took his hand and started pulling him toward the doors. "After this we can get some bacon ice cream<3"

[ofmiceandbrynne]

zack.

"Wait, they actually sell bacon flavored icecream? I never knew that." I said, my eyes shining in pure awe. So there was more hope for my generation than I thought there was. I mean, we've messed up a lot of things, but come on. We just created bacon flavored icecream, and you can't stay mad at us after we've created something so magnificent. I mean, seriously. I nodded quickly. "YES. We have to get that."

Once we got to the mall, Nella got out of the car faster than a flying ninja Harvey on a stick. I blinked, frowning. DAT GURL. Sometimes I don't know about her. But then other times she doesn't know about me. People just generally think we're strange people but we're cool strange people, so it's okay. "I think that's a record time." I mumbled, my mouth going into an 'o'. The only reason I was upset was because I had the last record time and I thought nobody could break it. I JUST WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL AT SOMETHING OK. But Nella pretty much ruins all of my hopes and dreams, so that's cool too.

I attempted to get out of the car faster than her, but accidently got my foot caught and fell on my face. "OOOOOOOOOWWWWWW THAT HURT!" I yelled, causing a mother and her little boy to look over, glaring at us while Nella laughed her butt off. I glared at her, then growled at the little boy, causing the mother to take her boy's hand and lead him into the mall, turning around a few times to make sure that she wasn't being followed. Nella helped me up (after she stopped laughing her butt off =___=) and we ran into the mall, peeking into all of the stores and occasionally posing by unsuspecting manequins.

[Rawrer]

Nutella

Nella rolled her eyes at Zack. "Babe, how can you love bacon and never knew they sold bacon ice-cream?" She shook her head and acted like she was disappointed in him. "Zack, Zack, Zack. What am I going to do with you? I am so ashamed." Zack always had a thing where he took things to literally and he looked like he was about to cry and Nella felt really bad. "I was joking." She said, frowning. At the next red light, she leaned over the console and hugged him. "You know I love you..even if you didn't know bacon ice-cream existed." She pulled away and put her fingers on the corners of his lips and dragged them up into a smile. "Turn that frown upside down." She said, giggling. "We'll get it on our way home from adventurerering today<3"

Nella turned around, putting her hands on her hips and smirking. "Oh, is someone jealous?" She said, sticking out her tongue and pulled her eyelid down at Zack. "I win. You can't stay on top forever. I guess I just gave you a little competition now didn't I?" Nella laughed and started jumping up and down. "Come on slow poke, I wants to go to the malllllll. Why are you so slow? Is it even possible for someone to be this slow? By the time you get out of the car I'm going to bed old and dead. Do you want to see me old and dead? It'd be pretty ugly.." Nella cringed at the thought of her old....Well, all she saw was her face with grey old lady hair..but still. It was still unattractive.

"Omfg." Nella laughed her ass off as she looked at Zack. She was laughing so hard she even started to cry. "Omfg. Zack. Omfg...are you ok?" She asked, still laughing and wiping away the tears. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry." She said, still choking on the laughs. She walked over and helped him up, giving him a hug. "I'm sorry. You okay?" She asked, but Zack didn't look amused. Guess he was still jealous about the new record she set;D

Nella and Zack ran past the food court, but Nella pulled him back and pointed at the tables. "Babe, do you want to make a reenactment of high school musical on those tables?" Nella raised and eyebrow and smiled.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

zack.

I glared up at Nella. "No. I'm not okay. If I was okay, I'd be up." I frowned, mumbling to myself as I got up, brushing my shirt off. I threw her a smirk after seeing her hurt expression. "C'mon. Last one to the door is a rotten piece of bacon... sitting under my couch." I giggled to myself, taking off towards the door. I sprinted, hearing one car slam the breaks and squeak, beeping as it almost hit me (and Nella following close behind). I ran threw the parking lot, weaving through kids, mothers, grandmas, cars, roadkill (idk), and teenagers. Finally, I reached the door, grabbing the glass for support. HA! I'm victorio -- ...oh. I looked inside to see Nella waving at me from the inside of the glass. I pouted, coming inside and slamming the door behind me to show her how mad I was. I'm sure she got it. But now, I had two records to break. I'd have to break them both today. Then I'll have broken three records. Actually, four. Maybe even five. My brain hurts. I think I'll stop now.

We ran past the easiest stores; the salon, Attire For Classy Men (no), and Attire For Classy Women (no). Once, Nella wanted to get a manicure so she had to drag me in there for an hour and I had to sit there DOING NOTHING. Then one lady offered me a magazine and I happily took it. Then, I saw some guys from my school and they saw the magazine... it was American Baby Magazine. No wonder I had seen so many babies... it all made sense. Anyway, they were all big meanies about it and they made fun of me and then they ripped a baby's face in half. It just... wasn't a good day.

We ran right past the food court, but Nella stopped me. My body wanted to keep going but my shoes didn't, so I stopped myself, almost tripping over my own shoelaces. My shoes made a loud screeech! as I stopped myself. Some people stopped and stared. I threw them a dirty look and looked back over to Nella. I quickly nodded, grinning at her.

I ran to a few empty tables near the center, dragging her behind me. We got there and I helped her onto a tabletop, being the gentlemanley gentleman that I am. Next, I climbed onto the table next to her and grinned.

[Rawrer]

Nella laughed, and looked over at Zack. "Ready to get kicked out of the mall?" She asked, raising an eyebrow. It wasn't like Nella and Zack haven't done stupid things like this before, this was mild compared to their usual stuff. One time they brought their bathing suits to the zoo and started swimming in the fountain in front. They escorted them out and said that it was for birds. Well, Nella had a good five minutes swimming in the fountain. She even found a couple coins.

[Knoey]

I KEEP FORGETTING MY PASSWORD I AM SORRY.

[Knoey]

Nutella

Nella laughed, and looked over at Zack. "Ready?" She asked, raising an eyebrow. It wasn't like Nella and Zack haven't done stupid things like this before, this was mild compared to their usual stuff. One time they brought their bathing suits to the zoo and started swimming in the fountain in front. They escorted them out and said that it was for birds. Well, Nella had a good five minutes swimming in the fountain. She even found a couple coins.

Cupping her hands around her mouth, she took a big breath and started screaming the lyrics to SummerTime, because that was the only song she knew. Nella used to have a really girly friend she went to high school with, and for some reason she really liked the High School Musical movies. The last week of school, she kept singing this song and by the end of the week, Nella knew all the lyrics to it, weather she wanted to or not.

Nella and Zack started jumping from table to table, even if people were eating on them. Moms started yelling at them, saying they stepped in their kids food and fathers tried getting them off the table. But Nella and Zack just kept singing the lyrics and jumping from table to table until security came and escorted them out. The guard looked really mad, but Nella couldn't stop laughing. "omfq." She said, holding her stomach. "That was AMAZING."

Grabbing Zack's hand, she started pulling him to the car. The sun was about to set and Nella wanted to go find some bacon ice-cream. She didn't know who sold it or where she could even find it. But she was going to find it for Zack, because that's what you do when you love someone. You buy them bacon ice-cream.

They went from store to store, running to the ice-cream section and scanning the freezers for bacon ice-cream. They hit about ten stores with no luck. Nella pouted and looked at Zack. "I really wanted to get bacon ice-cream for you." She said, running her fingers through her hair. "Would you still be okay with getting cake batter?" She asked, taking it out of the freezer. Nella couldn't stand cake batter, but it was always Zack's favorite and he always did what she wanted, so once and a while, she did what he wanted.

Settling on the ice-cream, they bought it and drove back to Zack's house. By now, it was like Nella had already moved in. She couldn't remember a time when she didn't sleep over Zack's house. Nella only slept at her house, probably, once a week.

Walking inside, Nella jumped on the couch and looked at Zack. "I had a fun day, minus we didn't buy a pig..." She pulled her feet up under her and sat cross legged. "Do you think Harvey's sitting in his pen now thinking about us like we're thinking about him?" Nella smiled.

Yawning, Nella leaned against Zack and wrapped her arms around him. "I'm tired." She mumbled, closing her eyes and crawling into his lap.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

stinky snail zachary. c:

honestly idk where that came from.

I giggled [like a man] as we jumped from table to table, screaming the lyrics at the top of our lungs. And I say screaming because it was. It got to a point where we were barely even singing anymore, it was just screaming out the lyrics. Nella did most of the screaming, I did interpretive dance. I didn't know the song very well. I only knew a few words because Nella had forced me to watch it [against my own will] a few months back. Either way, my talents were very much appreciated. I know that. The only person who didn't seem to enjoy my dancing was the security guard. He definitely didh't know talent when he saw it. I couldn't believe how people just stared at us like they did. One little girl jumped around, singing along with us, but her mother quickly threw us both a death glare and dragged her child into the nearest store for shelter. As did most of the other people.

After a while, the security guard came and asked us to leave. Nella jumped off the table, laughing, and so did I. The guard swiftly [and firmly ._.] took both of us by our shoulders and walked us to the doors. We pushed them open, laughing harder than ever, and standing outside of the mall while we gathered ourselves. "That was amazing." I said through laughs, my voice still shaking. She took my hand and we finally went back to the car. She said we'd be going to get bacon icecream, which made me soso happy. ♥ :]

After hitting about 20098350375938 stores, I was extremely tired and whiny. But Nella kept holding it over my head that it was bacon icecream, and we had to find it. Not that I didn't agree with that. I wanted it so much, but I was hungry and tired and I just wanted to go home. :c So, we eventually gave up, buying cake batter since Nella's my slave and she does everything that I tell her to. No, that's a lie. But the second part was true, kinda. Not really actually. Wait, never mind. Forget that. I don't make sense. I'll stop talking now. .-.

Once we got home, we both sat on the couch. I put my head on Nella's shoulder and yawned louder than necessary. I closed my eyes, breathing softly and listened to Nella talk about our pig that will never actually be able to come home with us. My face got really sad when I thought about it. "Yeah, he probably is. He probably thinks we hate him but we really just don't have any money because we spend it on Mountain Dew, bacon, and icecream. He probably thinks his parents will never love him and he'll die a sad mutant pig." I frowned, thinking about poor Harvey all by himself.

"...Oh well. So whatdya wanna do now?" I asked, putting my head up.

[Knoey]

Nutella

Nella looked like she was about to cry. "But I love Harvey with all my heart. I'll love him five-ever." She said, sniffling. "MOMMA LOVES YOU HARVEY BABY." Even though he probably couldn't hear her. Or maybe he could with his mutated pig ears. Do you think they get enhanced hearing once they fall into a vat of toxic waste? Maybe they would have to try that sometimes. Maybe Zack would be the next Super man and she'd be the next wonder woman. Holy shit, imagine Zack in tights. omfq. Zack in spandex. Nella started laughing softly to herself at the thought. He'd wear them to..if she told him too c;

Looking up at Zack, she smirked and picked up a game controller. "If I can beat you on the hardest level of Mario...you have to do everything I say for a week. And if you beat me, which I doubt because I'm ah-mazing, then I'll do everything you want for a week. Deal?" Nella asked, raising an eyebrow and handing him a controller. She'd win, she knew she would. c; [[omfq, Nella you're so full of yourself. Calm da faq down.]]

Nella ran into the kitchen and looked through the cabinets trying to find some popcorn for the epic battle that was about to take place. Can't have a battle without snacks right? c; She popped the bag into the microwave and punched in a couple numbers waiting for it to cook. I swear, waiting for food to cook in the microwave was like waiting for a bomb to explode. It was a countdown. And when it hit one, BOOM. Well, it made a beep sound but same thing..right?

She ripped open the bag and poured the contents into a bowl and ran back into the living room, jumping on the couch. "Ready?" She asked.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

[okay the whole thing about zack being a superhero made me think of this so asflhsdkjf]

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zack.

I bit my lip, gripping the controller. I had always lost when we battled, and always ended up being Nella's slave. But I'd always cry and whine about how I always had to be the slave and how she was never mine. That usually made her go a bit easier on me, but this time, it didn't look like she'd be giving me any mercy. At all. So, gripping the controller as hard as possible and squinting at the start screen, I nodded my head and said in the most epic voice possible, "...LET IT BEGIN."

Nella hit the 'start' button, and then 2 players. Since I was player 2, I got Luigi, which was fine by me. Most people think Luigi is annoying but I like him a lot. And I always make sure that I'm player 2 so I'll get him. Once, I didn't get to be player 2 so I cried until Nella switched with me. Mario's fat. And stupid. >:c Nothing against fat people tho. ♥♥♥ [Only you, Zack... only you.]

As the screen faded in from black, I let the atmosphere become familiar to me. I stared at the screen as it counted down... "3, 2, 1.. GO!" ...And we were off. Nella dodged all of the obstacles, jumping on all of the Koopas and squishing them. Let me just say, I tripped over every single one of them. I even fell off of a cliff [and cried about it]. There actually came a point where I was winning, and I kept making Nella trip over Koopa shells because I'm really mean like that. But then... there was a cliff. A cliff I didn't see. So, me being the stupid person I am, I fell off and lost... my final life. :'c

I screamed in the agony that was the loss of the game. It felt like I was being stabbed. I rolled off the couch, whining. "NELLLUH! IDUNWANNABEYOURSLAAAAVE!" I whined, rolling on the floor and throwing my controller across the room. "I DUN WANNNA!!"

[bokangavemeabeauner]

omg literally probs like the 5th account I"ve made on here.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

(ah ok i couldnt find the one i was looking for but i found this one which is equally as adorable c':)

zack.

I lounged back on the couch, holding my phone and scrolling through texts boredly as Storm sat in the kitchen making food. I was starving but I already knew she wouldn't give me any no matter what. She was still mad at me for something but I couldn't even figure it out. :c That's kind of how it worked when she got angry at me, or I got angry at her. It was basically just the silent treatment except worse. So basically she wouldn't talk to me until I had figured out what I had did wrong. Which, I shouldn't be one to complain since I do the same thing when I get mad, but #YOLO.

I grabbed my laptop from the coffee table and opened it up, pulling up Facebook and scrolling through. Honestly, sometimes I wondered why I was even friends with some of these people. Why did I care if your cat has the hiccups. How is that even relevant to my life. I hope your cat chokes on its own salivia and dies. No, just kidding. c: I love kitties. Kitties are nice. Most of the time. Unless they have hiccups. >:c

I looked at my chat list, the only people online being an annoying nine year old, my ex girlfriend (who was now apparently pregnant), and Nella. Looking over the options, the best option definitely seemed like Nella. Even though we still hadn't talked to each other in a while, it seemed like a good time to just clear the waters a bit, I guess. I clicked on her name, her chat window popping up. Letting my fingers hover over the keys for a moment, I thought of what to type. "hey," i typed, "whaddup." I wasn't very optimistic; I didn't even know if she'd reply. She probably had found somebody new by now. Me, being the antisocial guy with no friends, I hadn't bothered to leave the house since that incident. Except to get Tacobell. Tacobell is good. c: Nervously hitting send, I waited.

[bokangavemeabeauner]

Nutella

Nella scrolled down her tumblr dashboard. God, she hated when no one was online. She kept scrolling through the same pictures over and over again and frankly she was just to lazy to go into the tags and see something new. It was to much work. Nella opened up youtube in a new tab and typed in, "Bite My Tongue" By You Me At Six. It was one of her favorite songs. Mostly because of the line 'I'm Married to Music for better or for worse.' When you had no one else to back you up and no one there to stand by your side, music was always there for you no matter what. IDK she just thought it was cool.

Humming along to it, she heard a ping from her Facebook tab. Ew, she still had this open. Rolling her eyes she clicked on it to see who sent her a message and she got a little quiet. Zack? Nella ran her hands though her hair and bit her lip.

Hey Stranger. Long time, no talk. Nothing much, just listening to music. hbu?

Hitting send, she folded her hands under her chin and went back to her youtube tab. She couldn't stare at the chat and wait for him to answer- even if he did she knew the conversation would go no where. It was clear the last time Zack saw her that he hated her. He hated her for liking Aaron. It was just a summer fling, too. Nothing really happened between them. A kiss here and there but it didn't last long. Now neither Aaron and Zack talked to her and she felt like she was a total piece of shit just because of it.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

zack

After a few minutes, the Facebook made that little annoying noise it made when you got a message. I opened my laptop back up, waiting for it to get off of the screensaver (impatiently). Once the screen had warmed up, I saw that I had gotten a message from Nella. I looked at her response, and quickly typed back in, "yyyyesssh it has been quite a while. d: nothing much here, thanks. how have you been?" I hesitantly keyed in the last part, wondering if that sounded weird at all. Probably not, but I was walking on a tightrope here and everything I said had to be just the right thing. If I said something that was just slightly off, I'd set off a time-bomb; but it was one that would have to explode sometime. Either way, I was going to put it off as long as I could. I shut my laptop, sitting it next to me and turning on the TV, clicking through the channels.

(ah sorry for lame post .-.)

[bokangavemeabeauner]

It was like a time bomb, set into motion
We knew that we were destined to explode
And if I had to pull you out of the wreckage
You know I'm never gonna let you go


THIS IS WHATITHOUGHTOF THWNE I SHAW YOU R JOIISIT OIFMLGM

[bokangavemeabeauner]

Nutella

She looked at the screen and bit her lip. Honestly, she had no idea if this conversation was going to go ANYWHERE. It was probably going to end up like most of their other ones.
"Hey"
"What's up"
"Nothing much, you?"
Then someone wouldn't answer and they wouldn't talk for a month. Nella was so tired of it. "Ugh." She moaned, as she slammed her head on the desk. Which wasn't a very good idea because it really hurt :c Nella peeked up at the screen again. She didn't even think she wanted to answer. It was kinda obvious that they were never getting back together and it was just to awkward to be friends no matter how hard she tried. None the less, she type:
Good, I guess. Bored out of my fucking mind.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

zack.


I put my fingers laying on top of the keys (hehe that sounded kinda dirty ((zack you make everything sound dirty)) sowwy :c) And sighed. Honestly, if I ever wanted another chance with Nella, then it was now or never. To be honest, I wasn't really anything without Nella. I was kind of like a potato. Actually, no. I'm too lazy to even make this metaphor so let's just call me a potato. But with Nella, I can be different types of potato. Not boring, old, raw potato. Nobody likes those.

I typed in, "i know this probably sounds fucking crazy, but maybe we could do something later?" I typed, my finger lingering over the "Send" button. A huge part of me just wanted to send it and take a chance, but another part of me was begging me not to. I hit the backspace, and sighed. I typed in, "i wish i was able to tell you how much i love you without making a total ass of myself." I shook my head, laughing softly to myself, knowing I could never send that. Last time I'd done that, a girl had tried to file a restraining order against me because she thought I wanted to rape her or something. Idk man. But that was probably because we'd never talked or anything and we barely knew each other at all. Yeah. That was probably it.

But still... I just wished I could tell Nella how I felt. I sighed, putting my head down on the keyboard and shutting my eyes. Facebook pinged, making the noise it makes whenever you send someone a message. "That's weird," I said to myself, "I didn't even..." And then I realized what I had done. "SHIT!" I yelled, throwing my laptop to the ground. ((Like that would unsend the message, Zack.)) SHADDUP THIS IS MY POST GET AWAY. "shitshitshitshiiiiiit. D:" I moaned, pacing.

I'd sent the message by accident.

[bokangavemeabeauner]

Nutella

Nella peered up at the screen. She read the message, once twice, then she pinched herself to make sure wasn't dreaming. Did Zack seriously just send her that? After months, and months of saying he was over her? Months and months of letting her believe that he was off hooking up with other girls? Nella was pissed, well, partially. Another part of her got those little butterflies she used to get whenever Zack sent her cute messages, or told her stupid things that made her feel special.

Okay, she just couldn't answer that. He probably didn't even mean to send that to her. He was probably just fucking with her. Zack had a tendency to do that. He also had a tendency to be honest as fuck, but he was never that open. Well, not about these kinds of things. omg shut up she didn't remember.

Well fuck it.
Nella typed back:
I can't tell if you're fucking with me or if you're telling the truth.
I kinda hope you're telling the truth.

Biting her lip, she hit send. At this point, she didn't know if it was better to regret sending that or be happy that she did.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

I was so busy freaking out that I hadn't even realized that Nella had sent something back. I looked at the screen, chewing my lip. No. She probably thinks I'm kidding. Fuck. I shut my eyes, gritting my teeth and facepalming myself. God dammit Zack, why can't you do anything right? I stared at the message for a few seconds more, and then began to key in my response.

"i didn't mean to send that." sent.
"i mean i did, but" sent as well.
"i don't even know. all i know is that i love you too much to go without you for this long. it fucking sucks. i can't go on another day without you. i miss everything about you. i miss watching tv with you, i miss being stupid with you. i miss our kisses and making bacon together. i miss you. i want to have you back and i promise i'll treat you right this time. i'll be there when you need me. i swear to god i won't be the fucking little douchebag i was then. i love you."

I hesitated.

"Sent."

[bokangavemeabeauner]

Nutella

oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, oh shit..
Those were the only words going through her head right now. Was this really happening? She read over the message, one, two, three, four times, and everytime it gave her that little feeling in the pit of her stomach. That feeling she got whenever he showed up at her door, that feeling she got when he reached over for her hand, or when he kissed her or hugged her from behing. The feeling she got the first time he admitted he loved her. It was all coming at her and she felt like crying. Nella had wanted him back so bad for long but she never forgot the reason he left and that made her wanna cry.

" i want to have you back and i promise i'll treat you right this time. i'll be there when you need me. i swear to god i won't be the fucking little douchebag i was then."

It hurt her that he said that. That he thought that he was the reason. It was equally both their faults that they drifted apart, mostly hers. She's the one that got into drinking and smoking. She was the one that met Aaron. She was the one that got jealous that so many girls wanted him. She was the one that broke them up and he was taking all the blame. Nella never felt so guilty in her life.

She ran her fingers through her hair and placed her fingers on the keys to type back a message:

How can you take me back? None of this shit was any of your fault to begin with. I was the one who fucked it

She shook her head and hit backspace until all of it was deleted. "Fuuuuuuck." She said burying her face in her hands.

Zack...It wasn't your fault.

She typed, sent.

It was my fault and all this time I've been sitting in my room trying to figure out how to get you back. I just. I just feel so guilty that I gave up on you that quickly. I mean. I love you to. You were apart of my life for so long and I don't know how I let you go like you were nothing. You mean the world to me and I fucking miss you. I miss sleeping over your house. I miss you holding me in your arms. I miss doing stupid things with you. I miss kissing you way past curfew. I miss you. I just...I just miss you and I don't know what to do but you have no idea how bad I want you back.

Sent.

[ofmiceandbrynne]

I looked at the first message, sighing. How could she think any of this was her fault? I was the one who had stopped talking to her and spending time with other people. Fuck, she was my girlfriend. She was supposed to be my number one priority. But, I'll admit, she wasn't at a lot of times. I loved her more than anything, but if I really had loved her, she would've always been my top priority. I had just lost hold of her, and therefore she had found Aaron. I mean...if she was talking to me, that means nothing major could've happened between them...I'm just the kind of guy that gets super jealous super quick...even over the littlest things. I guess I'd already felt terrible in the first place, and then finding out that she was upset and then that there was supposedly someone else, I'd just taken it all out on her. I'd been an inconsiderate asshole, and I can't even imagine how she felt. Just knowing that I had the ability to fuck with her emotions like that made me feel like a monster. I just... couldn't do that to her. I needed her.

"how was it not my fault?" i typed, "i was the one who stopped talking to you. i was the one who stopped paying atttention to you. i can't believe i fucked around with your emotions that much. i'm so sorry, even though i know that'll never cover what i did to you." I shook my head, taking a chance and hitting the enter key. Suddenly, another message from her popped up.

"this probably sounds crazy, but...let's give it a chance. let's go for it. we're just two reckless kids; we have nothing to lose. i've never felt this way about anyone else. you make me feel like no one else ever could. i love you." I hit send.

(((((ok idk these posts reminded me of this song idk why but))))

[bokangavemeabeauner]

Nutella

She ran her hands through her hair and red the message he just sent. It hurt her so much that he thought it was all his fault. But she guessed that it was....good? that both of them thought it was both their faults. Maybe that meant something. Maybe that meant that things were going to turn out okay after all.

Placing her fingers on the keys again, Nella bit her lip. God she hated serious conversations. They always got her so stressed and worried that she would say something wrong and fuck it up. She had a tendency to do that, a lot. After all that's how they got in this situation to begin with.

"Zack, I love you."

She typed, biting her lip.

"I want you back so bad it hurts. I'm sorry for Aaron, I'm sorry for that night at Taco Bell. I'm sorry, for everything. and I'd love if we gave it another chance. I promise I won't mess it up this time. I promise I won't go find another guy when I get jealous, I promise I won't give up on you that easily again because it hurt so much to lose you and I don't think I can go through losing you again."

Send.

"Can I come over?"

She asked.

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